Iloverainbows' Blog

How could you do this to me, you said you loved me and you'd never hurt me. You lied about everything. I fell for the lies you told me and trusted you with my heart and all you did was tear it apart. When i needed you, you weren't there when i talked to you, you never cared. But when i didn't do something for you you took advantage and hurt me in a way i would never forget. You'd hit me so hard it would hurt for weeks. How could you do thins to me? I did nothing but live you, i gave you everything. I hate you for what you've done, you left me with something i will never forget the type of feeling i never wanted to feel but you made it happen. Now i'm afraid of anyone i am near, you did this to me but one day i will be strong and this memory will appear in your mind and you'll realize the scar you've left behind.

Today really sucked but i don't know why it just did alot of things went wrong and i don't know why.My best friends mad at me and someone i really loved passed away like 2 weeks ago and they barely told me today gosh that sucks so much.. i just wanna scream ..aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........ what do i do i really need someone to talk to but i don't know who everyone is like being an a$$hole right now and its pissing me off so bad. i really need advise so whoever reads this please help me!!!!

they say we should give up and try to move on with life but when your hurt really bad you don't feel like getting up. all you want to do is cry and think about all the good times. you try to forget the life you had and try to make a new one with someone else, but you find that its not easy. friends say let him go, and get over him but they don't know how you really feel. the way we feel and what we do is how we live. the things we shared with people are special to us and we'll always have those memories in our hearts forever so why do we weap for people who will never be there for us??? why do we waste our time trying to get them back in our life?? why do we worry so much??? all we need to do and learn is how to move on and start all over again. life is full of surprises and you never know what your gonna get. so don't take life for granted and don't let people hold you back from moving forward.

Side by side, hand in hand, these are the things we want from our other half but in the end we realize they are never going to be there for us so why do we go through so much pain and do things that we really don't want to???? That's the question we should ask ourselves.  Later in life we know that we'll find someone new who will make us happy but deep down were never going to forget the ones we loved. Cause their memory floats within us now and forever, we may say we hate them but we know we can't. Life goes on so why don't we want to move on???? Why is the love so strong???? The bond we had was great why did it have to go away?? I thought you said you loved me, what happened?? Was I not good enough for you? I gave you everything and you threw it all away I don't understand you why do you say one thing and then go and change what you just said??? You broke my heart and i will never forgive you for that. Just know I don't hate you and I never will but Iwill never forgive you for it.